Nana-chan

1. Lazing all day long at a five-star hotel (without have to worry about paying it later haha)

2. Having a good massage (min. 1.5 hours)

3. Help others in times of need

4. Having a meaningful and deep relationship with people that I love

5. Go home and being greeted by my excited bon-bon and chika

6. Travel in style to beautiful parts of the Earth

7. Going to a holy land tour with Pastor Benny Hinn

8. Walking under blossoming Sakura trees in Japan

9. Having either Michael Buble or Diana Krall singing for me at my wedding

10. Being lovely and sweet inside out

Vision is the ability to see the end from the beginning

Without a clear vision, our life will loose its meaning. And without meaning (purpose) there will be no hope.  Therefore, vision is the key of life. If we have hope, then faith will emerge.

Faith is the bridge between what that has not become and what will become the future.

Hanya kasih karunia dari Tuhan that saves me. When I feel that everything that I did was wrong, and I feel that I’m at fault and and sins, yet God still forgives me and because His grace is so much, He accepts me again and again, no matter what.

When I read my devotional today, it says that pengampunan dan doa itu goes hand-in-hand. Firman Tuhan bilang, jangan kamu berdiri dan berdoa bila kau belum mengampuni…

And I prayed, God, eventhough things not always goes as I wanted it to be, even when i’m in pain and things seem not right, but I want to be thankful for anything’s good that still happens in my life. I want to be a more positive person, and I want to end the year 2007 strong, not in defeat.

I’m making my Dreamchart. It’s something that my best friend Ika did, and I think it’s gonna be my fun little project too, starting tonite. After all, the year 2007 is gonna end soon, and I need to think something for 2008.

It’s basically a board where you put pictures of what you always dream of having/achieving. So I need to cut picts from magazines to symbolize what I want. Make it my 1 yr goal. Even petty things like shoes, bags, pearl necklace (hehe), until intangible stuffs like stable relationship (which can be symbolize with a pair of rings for example) can be on the Dreamchart.

I’m pretty excited about it

51.9 kg at around 6.30pm this afternoon.  Well, this is the only good thing that has happened to me lately.  I’ve lost my appetite and I rarely feel hungry, but thank God i can still eat…

I know it’s not healthy, and probably this is why I haven’t got much energy lately too. 

One of the foundation of having a relationship with someone is honesty and faith. Faith that he/she is a good person and seorang anak Tuhan yg benar2 sudah bertobat dan mau dirubahkan oleh Tuhan.

Karena tanpa iman ini, setiap kejelekan dan kesalahan-kesalahan belaka yg akan terlihat di mata kita and thus kita lama kelamaan tidak bisa menerima orang tersebut. Yang pada awalnya ada love, care and kasih sayang, pada akhirnya hilang begitu saja.

But feelings does not dissapear without reasons. Feelings dissapear because you let it go. You don’t hold it and protect it. You are often overwhelmed with what your eyes see and what your ear has heard, and then you’d think that it’s just doesn’t work out.

I regret for everything that I’ve done and said wrongly. I should’ve said it better, It’s unnecessary to said this and that, and I wish I knew it before decisiosn was made, so I could be a better person.

I haven’t been honest with my words. Often times I said things that I don’t really mean, and I did not even remember I said it. And I regret this and I repent to God.

Poor Momo…kemarin abis maem Momo kejang2, trus untung pas ada Yanu, jadi Yanu bawa ke RS Dr Cucu. Tapi karena kejang2 terus, dokternya blg kalo diselametin pun, tdk bisa fungsi normal krn udah kena syaraf. Udah positif kena distemper.

So Momo disuntik mati utk akhirin penderitaan dia. Kasian sih udah berminggu2 liat dia sakit gitu..I guess it’s best for him…

Libur Lebaran me and my parents ikutan tour yg dibentuk keluarganya Jimmy and we’re going to Jiu Zai Gou…ternyata setelah diperhatiin, lumayan jauh juga itu tempat! Bakalan pergi ke kota2 yang namanya udah aneh2…Chengdu, Chongqing, Zhang Jia Jie.

Well, sebetulnya not too excited sih pergi ke China, tapi bolehlah, lagian I kan ga pernah jalan2 ke China, selalu kerja doang (dan itu di Guangzhou area mulu) So…hopefully it’s gonna be interesting

So, I’ll be gone 11 Oct - 22 Oct. Malem baru balik dr HK

Asyik Momo nginep seminggu at my house! hehe…Yaaa hen cute le this chocolaty mini daschund! hahaha…Tapi kecian lg piyek ga sembuh2, tapi while he’s in my house, dia bakal menjalani program penggendudan badan.

Tadi pagi pas mau brangkat ke kantor, si momo udah tergeletak di jok berseprei (yeap, kardus isi koran bikinan bapaknya udah dibuang) dengan perut yg endud hahahha! kayaknya dia ngantuk krn kekenyangan. udah makan and minum susu, and pagi2 udah diajak jalan-jalan sama my mommy jam 5am

For me aja yaaa yanuuuu

I’m glad to be home, tapi rumah sepi bangettt…! Ada 3 pembantu plus mbak Iin, 2 supir, bingung deh mau dikasih tugas apa…sebanyak2nya baju gue yg perlu dicuci, not enough for them hahaha!

I’ve moved back upstair to my original room…it’s good! Very nice pool view, I guess it’s the right decision to add the balcony hehe…I’m quite happy with the view…Tiap hari liatin bunga kamboja warna warni

And I think there’s some progress with the pool (finally!) Just cross your finger that it can be used someday, i hope it’s soon

Chik bobok with me, and she sleeps in her own bed, not in my bed. Karena dibiasain sama si Jody aja tu…she knows whenever she’s with me, she sleeps in her own bed.

My 2nd day doing South Beach Diet…and it’s not bad at all. The point is planning…I need to have ingredients ready so whenever I’m hungry, I’ll always have something healthy to eat. This morning breakfast was very delicious omelette (biarpun I screwed up the shape because the pan was sticky!). Now already 2pm and I’m not hungry at all…ampe lupa kalo I still have salmon for my lunch

Yeay!